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[sanpaku_backup]

The more I think about what I wrote about this afternoon, the more shaken I get. It's a bad time of year for people to be hurting each other. (It's in friends-only if anyone is interested. I don't know how to do that "you can only read this much if you aren't on friendslist" thing. Someone will have to explain it to me.)

And a hell of a year for it too. Looking over some people's past entries from the middle of the year, even before September happened. For myself, although there have been its share of good moments, this has been the worst year I've had since 1984. Or maybe just that since then I have always been able to tell myself that life was getting better, and this has been the first year I no longer believe that to be true. Nothing that has happened since the year started has made me change my mind. This year has just sucked all around. I just feel like everyone is spinning away from everyone else and the world is getting colder and colder.

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[satori1970.livejournal.com]

i know i don't comment too often but i've read your posts and your supportive comments to mine... and if it's any consolation to you -you sound so true and solid a person that it's easy to find faith and belief that all will be well with you.

hope that made some sense :)

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[sanpaku.livejournal.com]

It did, and thanks.