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[sanpaku_backup]

So the school called me back today to make a formal offer, although they were, if anything, more vague on my actual responsibilities than before. The post for the position had specifically mentioned collaborating with a nearby research institution on teaching development, but it was clear that this was news to them. I really don't have any way of saying to them, "what exactly do I do with this once I leave?" I feel sort of sick inside, because in truth I think I do not really want to do it, but I am not sure how to back out now... I'd feel like I screwed them over or something... Frig.

If only I had one single solitary academic lead right now. Penn State hasn't called back.