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Dec. 15th, 2002 10:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sanpaku_backupI really need to figure out what the fuck I am going to do with my life.
Anyway, other than that constant, I am feeling more grouchy and depressed than usual. As close as I can come to pinpointing why, it has to do with having no friends and no prospect of seeing people who used to be my friends. The phone is not the same. I have seen exactly two of my old friends this year, and one of the two was in January.
Or maybe it's something else entirely. This is always a bad time of year for me. Presumably things will be better once I finish grades and whatnot this week. Though then the fact that another whole year has gone by without me "accomplishing" any of my incoherent "goals" for myself will be ready to depress me. That, and taxes.
Anyway, other than that constant, I am feeling more grouchy and depressed than usual. As close as I can come to pinpointing why, it has to do with having no friends and no prospect of seeing people who used to be my friends. The phone is not the same. I have seen exactly two of my old friends this year, and one of the two was in January.
Or maybe it's something else entirely. This is always a bad time of year for me. Presumably things will be better once I finish grades and whatnot this week. Though then the fact that another whole year has gone by without me "accomplishing" any of my incoherent "goals" for myself will be ready to depress me. That, and taxes.
