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T minus 44 hours for the drive to Pittsburgh. The idea is to go about 5 hours on Wednesday night, stop at a Motel 6 along the way, and then do the rest on Thursday. I am not looking forward to night/winter driving (or to a ten-hour haul to begin with, for that matter), but the grandparents commandeth.

The original idea was supposed to coincide with my brother being in Pittsburgh for a very brief time before going back overseas for who knows how long, but that isn't happening. So there really isn't much point to going now except that there's a feeling that if I don't go now it will take forever again to figure out how to get the time for the trip. Something like, if we go now, we won't have to go again for another year or so. Not that I mind being there, but it's a real schlep.

Went to Brown tonight again to do my research -- just about finished up with this phase. It feels strange yet oddly intimate to go into a big library, with its huge, badly-lit stacks. No matter where I've been before -- whether as a grad student or a teacher -- I've been used to that odd feeling of doing many hours of solitary research, only to emerge and then see someone I recognize and can have a conversation with. That feeling is so familiar that I have to remind myself while there that I don't know anyone at Brown. But I keep half-expecting to see someone I know there.

Picked up hot chocolate and cake for the both of us at the Coffee Exchange on the way home. I do love coffee shops.

Finished reading Very Old Bones by William Kennedy yesterday. Today, to start trying to make my way through Midnight's Children.

Libraries.

Date: 2003-03-11 08:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] one-11.livejournal.com
I have just recently got back into libraries, just in time for my local, walking-distance branch to be demolished. They'll replace the building with a newer, better, bigger one, so that's good, but it'll take two years and meanwhile it's a pain in the ass to drive to the others. I know what you're saying about wanting there to be some companionship after spending time in one! I think it has to do with feeling old, at least for me. If I'm on some college campus now, it's not because I'm a young student with a whole future ahead of me. The future is NOW. And it's not exactly what I had planned. Though I'm not really complaining. It's a bittersweet nostalgia, though, for sure.

Everyone I know who attended Brown is succesful/brilliant. I wish I'd gone. I think I'm gonna write a journal entry about wishing I'd been an Ivy Leaguer. Which I totally never was.

By now you have made the drive to P-burgh. How is it goin' with that city? It's been so long.

Re: Libraries.

Date: 2003-03-13 07:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sanpaku.livejournal.com
I think it has to do with feeling old, at least for me

I hear you. I really do.

How is it goin' with that city?

You know. Nothing ever changes here.

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